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Friday, November 10, 2023

Veterans day

When you are walking ( all year long not just today or tomorrow ) and see someone wearing a Veterans Hat just think of what he thought about when he put that on. When he looked in the mirror and put that on. The memories that flashed before his eyes, of the friends he went to war with and never came home, the stories of war, the memories he missed at home when he was gone, the problems he suffers of his own because he was gone, and maybe the aloneness he feels now because he is back. You never know what someone else is feeling. Always smile ( hat or not ) but I always say thank you for your service... Army, marines Veterans ect... they will appreciate it. So will whoever walks beside them. Freedom isn't free you hear that alot some take it for granted trust me it's not. As time goes on you may realize it more and more look around at today's society I hope things don't get worse. I am thankful for those who are in fighting for our country, those who are thinking of signing up and sadly those who have lost our lives fighting. And to the family's who have stood beside them on their journey. Our goverment sometimes does not get into the best choices ( just my opinion lol but we stand beside it ) .... But here's to everyone fighting for our freedom. I grew up an army brat myself. Thanks for your service. 🥰 Happy Veterans Day Stay Safe Stay Educated Say Informed and Stay Diligent 💕

Tuesday, November 7, 2023

we met one way or another

So here's a story.... idk what state this was? I want to say Tennessee... someone was there with me.... Or year. But I do remember talking to everyone and I grew up with a comfort somehow with strangers that's were I always felt at home because I was always one myself. I never stayed really in one place we moved a lot growing up and I could always relate. And you can't pass judgement meeting someone once, you have one shot, and who really cares about their past? Why really does it matter? We all have something in common reguardless... we all met one way or another that's how you end up reading this... it's how many times you came back to my posts or whatever.. How much do we have in common.. and even if we dont meet eye to eye on everything we can find something we do and just talk about that? ... cause you found intrest in me along the line somehow... donest really matter where in life you start out it's where we end up. This man didn't really speak well English. But he got a kick out of me we took pictures and shared stuff for 8 hours before trump arrived. He was not aloud to have this sign in here he hid it under a regular Trump sign and dropped it as soon as Trump came in. Trump let him keep his sign. Trump pointed and said he loved Israel. Wish I could find this man today. He was not a US citizen, he came just to hear Trump. That's dedication. Where you go, who you show support for, if it's popular or not, what you stand up for. That's what matters. No one else will stand up for you... reality I honestly don't think too many people care... think back through life if you are lucky in a lifetime of people who you know... if they know of you, well, or just of you. How many people check up on you.. they could be a world across from you but care more about you than someone daily. If your lucky you may have a handful of real people pay attention. Life is strange. People create fake enemies.... justvlike war makes money.... money is the root of all evil it takes good people down. Good people get tied up in it. 🥰

Monday, November 6, 2023

life?

This is True you're born already born into a system before you're born into... welcome to the system of life. It is a game.  We are issued just a number when we are born, and thats when it starts in life we do have choices but chose wisely cause those quick choices will lay out your life and you really won't realize them till years and years down the line, they will start to catch up to you, you wont realize it, the things you did when you where young that made you happy the older you get, you realize you need to change to make wiser choices.. is this growing up or just life catching up in general? Like stop smoking, changing spending habits, finding eho you need to idk whatever that might be it will catch up... you'll realize. And I don't care how many people tell you as it's happening you won't listen you have to experience it. Then you look back but life really isn't balanced at all it never will be will you risk it all knowing all your mistakes and try to start nee or settle and just admit your failure and live out your time. Where is really the final destination anyone really know? Happy Monday

Sunday, October 29, 2023

Target 2023 Snowglobe

My Nan use to get me a snow globe all the time. She passed many many years ago. My Pap then picked up her tradition when she passed and started getting me these target Christmas yearly globes every Christmas. It's been 3 years since he's been gone already. I've still been picking them up to keep me in mind of them. Not the same! My husband got me this one. Made me smile a little more this year. We had my favorite cat that almost passed away from a really bad uti blockage. We have over a thousand into a emergency vet visit. Thankfully he's doing well now. It looks like him on the right. So this is a great reminder snow globe for this year! Just makes you greatful. I sure miss everyone. Christmas sure isn't the same but trying to sleep the spirit. I mean I know it's only October and not even Halloween but I've honestly have been decorated for Halloween so long I'm ready to start decorating for Christmas lol ♡ 

Anyway Target had their Christmas stuff out I did dona fee video of the Bullseye items so I'll post on tictok and YouTube. 
They also had these snowglobes in cats, dogs, nutcracker, cars, and few other random ones! 

Thursday, October 26, 2023

life plays out funny huh?

So... heres a story..... I always had a different perspective on life, maybe it's something you're born into,  maybe its a lifestyle or maybe it's  just a journey through life,  for me it is all of that. I came up and did some hood rat shhht with a life long friend lol and took some halloween pictures and didn't plan on it but ended up here. ( my childhood house. ) last time I was here the grounds keeper remembered me and said about my dad and the helicopter pad ( he was around since he was here ) and said he took it out.  🥺) but I  didnt see anyone this time. I went to the door. Thought how weird would it be to find us in sheets taking pictures 😳🤣 so we took pictures real quick and left. But went right over to the golf course next door and was taking pics and this guy was so discussed in me and wouldn't even look at me I mean I had a pumpkin I did just take off my head but he thought he must have been better than me.🙄 highly doubtful but whatever... I just smiled. Life plays out funny huh? Always stay grounded you never know what happens in life, where you start how it ends up. Who comes into your life and who goes. Who is meant to stay and who is to go. Some you try to get to stay but can't beg so just leave it at that... whatever happens will.  You never know someone's story... when I seen these birds on these gates when I was little I use to think of my dad coming and going on the helicopter. It's gone now. And so are we...  we use to always have the gates shut... today they where open. now I think spread your wings no matter where you are if the gates are open . 🥰 stay open minded and always choose wisely and always have fun! People will always judge you. Still smile at them even if they won't look at you. Always stay at the top but never look down on anyone try to help everyone up. 🥰  perspective is different a lot of it depends on the timing.

Wednesday, March 15, 2023

omg what do I do now?

Omfggg what do I do now ... I mean it's good it was cute for half the morning till I realized what he was doing ( video will be later today ) I was trying to clean and catch up around the house today. And he has 3 buttons he now uses by himself. One says treat, outside, and play.... wtf he just kept hitting play outside over and over and over and over I took him out few timesand inside then outside and back inside a few more times..... he did do his " business  🙄 ... alot of nonsense too like running around in the snow like a Crack head in cocaine.... and then I realized that's what that fffkkker did... he didn't get trained from those buttons that mother ffffkkker trained me... I have been hearing them just over and over all day he'll hit treat every now and then and go to the fridge to get a carrot and I agree cause I want him to learn but wtf do I do now. I'm going to add a new one. I just don't know what for it to say. Something not as dramatic 🙄 Why didn't I get a chihuahua 🙄 he just was so chill lol  I mean I might even have to put my crocks into sport mode for this guy ... wtf I don't even do sports this is absurd. Look at this idiot he knows exactly what he did his smirk.. that stance on that button everything about this is my fault 🤣🤣🤣🤣 and he has a bow tie on to top it off ffffkkkk 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Saturday, February 18, 2023

walking up to a stranger at night

It's been awhile.... so here's a story... I have 3° tint on my windows on my car it's 6:45 at night in pa so it's dark  and I have my dog in the parking lot with 1 other car in the middle of no where ( now this is for the protection of them not me keep in mind LOL ) my dog sounds scary... he's not but sounds like it. I'm teaching him not to bark tho so I said no when he was barking ... when This guy  smoking blows cigarette smoke into my car along with saying  o hey buddy while sticking his whole arm in my car  to pet my dog... like wtf he didn't know who or what kind of dog was in here if he could have got bit or what. That's how dogs sadly get put down now my dog wagged his tail and was fine and I put my window the rest of the way down. then he said wow that's a white dog lol your windows are really dark like wtf dude. Nice guy but shit that makes you go hmmm lol

2 pup madness

Ok, ok I know I had enough animals!.... but I have been wanting a dog since we lost Ford and then Owdie. My husband did not want any dogs! .... so we went 3 hours one way to pick up the dog he didn't want. And then we tried picking one out to go home. When my husband asked how much if he took both 😳 and we went home with 2 boys! Jay said he felt bad for splitting them up.. and I mean look at those eyes... who could say no? 


They have completely different personalities. RUGAR ( the one who has a solid black ear. ) He is the boss. He just plows into anything and just loves the cats. But he is 100% border collie energy. Now his brother BULLSEYE is very timid and about half his size ( and both males ) 


Fast Forward they are now almost 7 months they have not got much bigger ( I will add another picture once I get to my tablet ) but Rugar is still twice the size but Bullseye is now the boss! Rugar is the sweetheart but Bullseye boss's Rugar around more and gets Jealous the most. But over all they do get a long great. I was more of a crazy cat lady. even though I always had a dog 2 dogs are new to me. So I have changed my dog training up as time went on. I now only walk one at a time. they go out to pee and poo separate times ( every time ) I take them on 2 walks each days ( I try I live in Pa so the weather can be cold, rain or snow lately but it should be getting nicer ) so that's 4 walks for me each day. ) but Bullseye LOVES his ball. he will bring it back... Rugar also loves it but he loves to run away with it. they say Border Collies are the smartest dogs... But idk they do learn fast but mine are just not there yet. lol they are not supper cuddly :( maybe if we would have just got one it would have been better. I mean don't get me wrong they are great but I wouldn't tell people its a good idea especially if you are not home! I am lucky enough to be home all day with them or be able to take one of them with us all the time. if they where left home all the time no way it would be a nightmare and could see the problems people could have. 
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I did loose 2 couches ( check my social videos TikTok or YouTube ) they literarily chewed the one to pieces. I think I was just with them when they were little 24/7 well my husband never wanted to crate them when I did have to leave them ( just for literally a tiny bit ) they got nervous and chewed it. then I did get a box and my husband forgot to put the one in it and they got to the big one ( so I have half chewed couch now cause I do not want a new one cause I am scared to get a new one Cause If they ruined a brand new couch I would be so upset. at least this couch I literally was ready for a new one ( I mean not the way I wanted it to go out but hey... puppy life? so I hope with summer coming they will get to training a bit better so far I can see a big change. they treat the cats good. and I have to make appointments to get them fixed soon! I do know Ticks are really bad this year the medicine I did get them this month did not work ! so next month I will try something else! should I get them their own insta? follow their madness right now on my socials ... here is their updated pics 

Tuesday, February 14, 2023

UFOs falling from the sky

 ok so these balloons falling from the sky. who's falling for it? 1 ok well maybe now several seems a bit off. and why shoot it down days later? how do they know what's in it? what if its a covid like virus?, chemical warfare? who knows? why not contain it and then dispose? just absurd to me.


its like a magic trick one hand doing something big but a slick hand is doing something fast off in the distance away from the eye in the shadows, so what is really going on? Epstien list, 3 states having train derailments having huge chemical spills and also one in Canada. and right on the line of a ww3 in Ukraine ( that's what they always where going for called that years ago ) so pick and choose what you want but I really don't think this was a spy Balloon. we have satellites, google earth, phones, app tracking act, a balloon would be completely outdated ( my opinion ) so eyes wide open but personally I think this all is odd Thoughts?