just me standing my ground a little bit (:

as i kno there will always be drama someone hating because they dont have what others do and someone always trying to bring you down to their shit level ! this is just life and is all normal we all are jelouse of someone and no matter how nice of a person you are or how good you try to be in life you will always find someone who knows this and tries to stop it before it happens these are haters in no way will i lower my standards and go to their level but the thing i will do is try and understand where some ppl like this come from how they were raised what they do in real life and if they really do love themselves? god gave us life we should be thankful ! our looks may not be perfect or nose like some say is to big or i may look like a guy like really ? i have said this many of times i will say it again LOOKS FADE the older you get and in the end when u are a lonley old lady/guy and have no one cause u talked shit on ppls looks and never et them in for who they where u will look back and realize all u have left are memories ! my nan always taught me if u never have ne thing nice to say dont say it at all or never say ne thing negitive u wouldnt want to hear about you ! i took this advice with pride and felt i always lived up to my standards ! im thankful for my big nose and will rock it out with big shades ! i do shop alot but helloooo if u see or watch my hauls im a cheap clearance shopper my kids are well taken care of and i dont think i need parent 101 with nutcases online ( some not all ) where do i get all my money lol or am i trailer trash ha this just blows my mind really does you shouldnt judge ne one other than the personality and if you dont like someone for who they are NOT looks the true person they are then cut ties and forget dont dwell on someone u dispise so bad cause ill look at it as u are a jelouse hater lol i would never take my time up with something or someone i hate i just forget ! and remember there is always 2 sides to a story ~ even if u think u kno all you are prob more than likely left in the dark ~! so my advice !!! is love yourself for who you are ! be thankful for what you have alot not alot whatever we all work our ass off to get where we are today to the young ones >>> dont let ne one tell u that u cant do something u have ur whole life in frount of u take advantage of it ! and always remember u have more ppl who love u than hate u ! and 90% of the time the ones who hate u are the biggest ppl jelouse of what u do and just cant handle life ! and if someone is going to hate you for just what you look at really its not worth ur time worry about u and others from the inside out and then looks dont get me wrong looks fashion and all is fun but shouldnt be the only main focus ! if your a good person inside it will be more reconizable to others and will stay with you a life time rather than being hot now will fade as age catches up with you imbrase yourself and god bless !

amanda

my true reality

sometimes when you are not paying attention life goes so fast you look back and wonder where the time went sometimes when you are not having a good day life can go so slow and you wish it would hurry up sometimes you could sleep away your problems sometimes you hate the world sometimes it seems like you kno more assholes than true friends have you thought any of this ? look back at what you just read and think of what a waste of time it was ! (;just remember in life we are only in control of our own actions and as long as you are happy with the outcome it shouldnt matter ! love every min you have the good and bad look at the bad as a learning experience because if you dont it will eat u up inside ! forget others who look down on you they are just having life problems of their own so try to lower you down to their level.. people have to change for them so only worry about you and your close loved ones ! dont focus on negitive comments only the good ones build u not break it down be yourself and true to others and good will follow ! and sadly our true friends will only be on one hand but the ones you do find hold onto them makes a life long friendship no one can break down dont judge someone or not give someone a chance because of what they look like all this is nice but worry about the person inside some dont have money to back up what a good person they are others have to much money they just get sucked into material things.. sad part is everything can be taken away as fast as you got it .... and in the end looks fade and all youll have to look back on is memories we all grow old the only thing in the end that will separate us is our outlook on life and our life expereiences never have ne regrets we all make mistakes but when we look back even if it is not funny then it will bring a smile to our face someday trust be have a good outlook on life animals and people and be blessed
amanda